Monday, November 06, 2006
12:00 PM
What have i done to deserve all these craps.... Darn... Whats wrong...
I understand that i need to go through all these... But I feel so not me...
Down with depression...Am i doing the right decision? I don know...
Thursday, October 26, 2006
10:48 AM
Lost my precious handphone today... In the female toilet at the basement of Parco Bugis Junction during night-time.[Sobsob]
The phone of mine carries lots of memories, and is now gone... For good.
Just like my first relationship. All so sudden.
Well maybe somehow it is signaling me is time to go to the next chapter of my life. Angel of mine had gone, too. Shall not grumble too much. What is mine, will come in time.
Went to Tao's resturant yesterday with Elaine and Maverick. This is my second time going and im sure i will go for the third time. 'Cos the food and people there is great. Thanks to Yoxiang for bringing me there. [Heehee]
Went to the new office of Maverick today and find it great ya. Cosy, good ambience...
Still taking Herbalife though my dad restrict me from doing it ya. He prefers me to help out... Sad... And frankly speaking, it is really a good way of keeping your body healthy and mantain your figure. If people out there find it a chore of taking health suplements and find it hard to mantain the daily routine, i've found a way. [Bingo]
Gosh, have been so stressed out lately by work. Got a few pimples popping out.. Argh.
Shall stop here and go to my lala~ land. To look at my phone for the very last time.[I really like my phone alot. It carries way too much sentimental value in it.]
Monday, October 23, 2006
8:19 AM
Run To You - Whitney Houston , very nice song. Thanks.
Things don't always turn out to be what you yearn for. But somehow this might be the best outcome ya, in a long run i mean...
Empty promises are made, meant to be broken.
Losing the faith in believing is what i din expect myself to land in.
But since im there, i will live with it.
Till one day, when that someone appear.
Who wun let me feel alone anymore.
Who is able to remove my fear.
There's still little hope in me, yearning for the hug that will ease my pain, deep down...
OH well, too depressing. Alright i'll stop here. Nites, dreamie..
Thursday, October 19, 2006
9:28 AM
The feelings of human towards anything just wun last.
Anything...
It doesn't mean that one is lying to you when one din make good one's words.
It just means that one don feel as same the moment before...
Human rejects changes
Any changes...
And now that i think rational, one just have to learn to accept the fact if one wanna fall in love again.
The chances of heartbreaks are high.
Existing risk create chicken littles, who wanna be in the game but allow uncertainty to engulf 'em with fear. To control their words, their actions.
Well i suppose i am one of them.
Learn how to manage risk ya. Yeah, im talking to me, myself.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
10:55 PM
Who can i find comfort in... I need a rest.
Take away my worries
Fill my emptiness
Wipe away my tears
And tell me everything will be fine.
I don dare to ask for more, just a few mins will do.
Even if it is just a lie...
6:01 AM
I watched Death note o... At first i find it quite boring as i had already read the comics beforehand. But after 'L' appear, the story got interesting. Will be going for the next episode ya. Went to have supper then head to mustafa. And i must say that they are mad. 'Cos after the trip to Mustafa they suggest to eat again... Gosh, it is already 6 in the morn... they are torturing me... Went to Mac for our 'breakfast'. [Dying, but they look enegetic]
Skipped my Yoga lesson [AwWw] take a quick nap and went for the jewllery making session. It was ultra fun [Ah haha]
I made an Angel and a ring.
An angel.... My angel....
Now that i am sitting here, there is a whole bunch of people sitting in my living room chattering away. I shall join 'em before they kill me, and my blog. Mucks.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
8:02 AM
My mummy was landed in the hospital... ... operation...
I sincerely hope that people out there do take good care of their health. And aware of that the diet you guys are in will determine your health.
How i wish i'm still a kid. There will be not much worries, and if there is, the worries will be on sweets and toys duh. How i wish...
I have hell lot of things to take care of. Concentrating more on family biz now, not much of my choice but i know i have to do it. I have to prove to my daddy that i am not joking about doing network marketing. Which after i read up, i feel that people choose to remain naive and listen to 'friend of mine' instead of finding facts. Human naturally reject changes and chose to stay in comfort zone. But trying to challange oneself and accept changes is kinda heavy to digest, for me. How wonderful if an angel appear... [Piak]
stop daydreaming and do your work now idiot.Alright, just wanna let you guys know is not that i want to, but i have to... ...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
11:18 AM
My mind is contridicting again. Can i don't wanna love but have you at my side?
Well i guess it will be too selfish if i want it my way. I don't wanna waste your time ya. But if ever i say i want you back as a friend will you agree... ...
Selfishness makes me look ugly.
